A Lil Sexiness to end my Insomnia

Who Im crushing on. His Name is Steph Jones and he sings the uber hot single out right now "Bea-utiful" and he did a pretty unique rendition of Little drummer boy song- go check both on youtube because Im pretty sure youll be seeing a lot More of this fella. I love his look! hes so interestingly goregous Every picture I see him in he looks different! Maybe its because hes mixed with so many things! Everybody's tryna get their time to shine! lol Now, Ive never been a girl whose been pressed to date someone who was mixed. Yall know those people! If they see one strand on your hair curling up "What you mixed with!" lol Ive def encountered them. But every race that makes up this boys D-N-A makes him truly B-E-A utiful! Word on the street is that hes Jordin Sparks bf, well if he is i'm happy for her! Im saving myself for marriage too and it shows that you dont have to be giving it up to everybody to get a great guy. and judging from his tweets, he seems like a funny, Godly, cool one. Go to http://www.stephjonesgalaxy.com/ to read his amazing story.

Not so Gaga over Gaga?

Is it just me, or does EVERYONE else who covers Gaga's songs are better than her. I will give her one golden star for writing the songs but, i seem to like Greysons', Mika's, and Glees(not shown on my blog) Versions Better. So I'll give her another golden star for being unique and different, yaddah yadahh yadahh. But putting a cross on your vee jay jay, is NOT cool with me no matter what the cause-so negative gold star.But I digress....I like it more when other people sing her songs. When I hear hers I'm like what?=[ Maybe she should be a songwriter? *Shields face from stones that Gaga fans are throwing a me write now* Soory "little monsters" by the way stupid name, GaGa doesnt not give me Life.

Im your biggest Fan....

I have this Boy in my head.....He is utterly Amazing. His version of Paparazzi SMASHES Lady GaGa's orignal Version. gaga fans don't stone me, I didn't give him this Talent, God did.

Wooooosah

Today I was forced to practice what I preach, write about, and even say to others....FORGIVENESS. Sure, forgiveness seems easy in theory, it requires no physical effort, no money-all its takes is making a decision in ones mind about a certain Issue. Just last night I was writing on the topic, trying to convince others to do it. And heck I even read about it in the Bible today twice! Matthew 6:14-15"In prayer there is a connection between what God does and what you do. You can't get forgiveness from God, for instance, without also forgiving others. If you refuse to do your part, you cut yourself off from God's part."(the message) I silently prayed that I would start doing it more, and asked God to help me forgive some of the ones who hurt me deeply. Stuff I sill carry around that affected me as a child. Then this evening, God tested to see how serious i was about it.

"Absolutely Not!" I told my sister "Ha! That will never happen! They don't deserve it! They haven't done a thing to help me, they don't deserve a spot in my life after what they did."We were having a disagreement over whether my feelings for certain ppl should stop me from doing the right thing. She was thinking Heck yeah! I was thinking Heck to the Naw!

My Big sis was having no part in all that attitude. "But Gab, you got too, Forgiveness isn't about the other person, its about you. What they did, or the lack thereof, even helped to propel you to where you are today. Doing this, is not letting it affect you anymore. Stand above it."

& Though I hated to admit she was right, she was dead on. I couldn't let resentment stop me from doing the right thing, or have ppl stop my blessings by disobeying Gods commandments of me. With a few more pulling of teeth, I saw that not forgiving them was keeping me stuck, and Ive been stuck for too long in this. I agreed to do the right thing, even though I still dont care for those ppl very much lol Forgiveness, though difficult, is freeing....Woooooosah! lol

The Epitome of cool

Who is like this woman? yes... I will give you some time to ponder...haven't found the answer to my question. yeah, didn't think so. That's exactly why I love her, she inspires me to just do me & create my own cool. If you believe it, everyone else will to. *sighs*If only i could tightrope...

So....sometimes I miss my Luscious Locks

Thick Beautiful Sexy,Edgy were all words used to describe my killer hair. It spiked, it layed with such gloss and sheen that would blind someone eyes. oh how I miss thee! I have post on here about when I first cut my hair on here, and how liberating it was, and it still is its just sometimes I miss my rainbow streaked, full hair. This grow out has been a bear and now I have to cut it some to even it out from the curly natural Mohawk Ive been wearing! But with all that being said, I still love being natural. I love the way my hair curls when water hits it, i love it when people are shocked that I don't have a texturizer in it, I love that people have to fight off the urge to run their fingers through it, or just ask me to do it anyway. I really do love my hair, and though my permed hair was awesome, I'm ready for this natural stage in my life.Sure I have to use TOTALLY different products that everyone else uses but its been a blast finding all these products that I never knew existed. The grow out period is killing me some, but I love that the beautiful curls growing out my scalp is all mine! When its starts growing out more, it will all be worth it!!!

McQueen....Oh my Mcqueen I miss you

So Im still in denial about Mcqueen's Suicide, I really Loved him so. I cant believe the Fashion World no longer has on of the greatest minds creating beautiful things. Though I was worried about Sara Burton takeover, this Resort collection doesnt fail to impress...actually its pretty darn good and pretty Mcqueen.

Its so fluffy im gonna die!

I havent updated this in a while...blame it on laziness and....laziness lol. But I have alot going on in 2011 and one project in particular that im working on that im sooooooo frickin excited about! Im constantly thinking about it and even taking some xtra time on my lunch break right now to write abouyt it lol im always scared good things will fall through, but im praying and trusting that this thing will stay! what is it you ask? sorry your just gonna have to wait! it wont be long! I promise! Until then agnes is keeping my secret lol & oh yeah i think blogspot is waay better than tumblr!