Im your biggest Fan....

I have this Boy in my head.....He is utterly Amazing. His version of Paparazzi SMASHES Lady GaGa's orignal Version. gaga fans don't stone me, I didn't give him this Talent, God did.

Wooooosah

Today I was forced to practice what I preach, write about, and even say to others....FORGIVENESS. Sure, forgiveness seems easy in theory, it requires no physical effort, no money-all its takes is making a decision in ones mind about a certain Issue. Just last night I was writing on the topic, trying to convince others to do it. And heck I even read about it in the Bible today twice! Matthew 6:14-15"In prayer there is a connection between what God does and what you do. You can't get forgiveness from God, for instance, without also forgiving others. If you refuse to do your part, you cut yourself off from God's part."(the message) I silently prayed that I would start doing it more, and asked God to help me forgive some of the ones who hurt me deeply. Stuff I sill carry around that affected me as a child. Then this evening, God tested to see how serious i was about it.

"Absolutely Not!" I told my sister "Ha! That will never happen! They don't deserve it! They haven't done a thing to help me, they don't deserve a spot in my life after what they did."We were having a disagreement over whether my feelings for certain ppl should stop me from doing the right thing. She was thinking Heck yeah! I was thinking Heck to the Naw!

My Big sis was having no part in all that attitude. "But Gab, you got too, Forgiveness isn't about the other person, its about you. What they did, or the lack thereof, even helped to propel you to where you are today. Doing this, is not letting it affect you anymore. Stand above it."

& Though I hated to admit she was right, she was dead on. I couldn't let resentment stop me from doing the right thing, or have ppl stop my blessings by disobeying Gods commandments of me. With a few more pulling of teeth, I saw that not forgiving them was keeping me stuck, and Ive been stuck for too long in this. I agreed to do the right thing, even though I still dont care for those ppl very much lol Forgiveness, though difficult, is freeing....Woooooosah! lol

The Epitome of cool

Who is like this woman? yes... I will give you some time to ponder...haven't found the answer to my question. yeah, didn't think so. That's exactly why I love her, she inspires me to just do me & create my own cool. If you believe it, everyone else will to. *sighs*If only i could tightrope...

So....sometimes I miss my Luscious Locks

Thick Beautiful Sexy,Edgy were all words used to describe my killer hair. It spiked, it layed with such gloss and sheen that would blind someone eyes. oh how I miss thee! I have post on here about when I first cut my hair on here, and how liberating it was, and it still is its just sometimes I miss my rainbow streaked, full hair. This grow out has been a bear and now I have to cut it some to even it out from the curly natural Mohawk Ive been wearing! But with all that being said, I still love being natural. I love the way my hair curls when water hits it, i love it when people are shocked that I don't have a texturizer in it, I love that people have to fight off the urge to run their fingers through it, or just ask me to do it anyway. I really do love my hair, and though my permed hair was awesome, I'm ready for this natural stage in my life.Sure I have to use TOTALLY different products that everyone else uses but its been a blast finding all these products that I never knew existed. The grow out period is killing me some, but I love that the beautiful curls growing out my scalp is all mine! When its starts growing out more, it will all be worth it!!!

McQueen....Oh my Mcqueen I miss you

So Im still in denial about Mcqueen's Suicide, I really Loved him so. I cant believe the Fashion World no longer has on of the greatest minds creating beautiful things. Though I was worried about Sara Burton takeover, this Resort collection doesnt fail to impress...actually its pretty darn good and pretty Mcqueen.

Its so fluffy im gonna die!

I havent updated this in a while...blame it on laziness and....laziness lol. But I have alot going on in 2011 and one project in particular that im working on that im sooooooo frickin excited about! Im constantly thinking about it and even taking some xtra time on my lunch break right now to write abouyt it lol im always scared good things will fall through, but im praying and trusting that this thing will stay! what is it you ask? sorry your just gonna have to wait! it wont be long! I promise! Until then agnes is keeping my secret lol & oh yeah i think blogspot is waay better than tumblr!

Im delirious....this is deliriousness at its finest.

its 2:10. im incredibly tired. i was suppouse to put up fashion stuff here but instead im going to put up books by a great authour named Gordan Korman. Hes books are pretty genius. i like the voice and the creativity of Jake invented,a modern take on The Great Gatsby, my fav book shocked me, here are my favs from him.Hopefully i can force myself to go to bed. fashion posts coming soon

Look Ma! No Hair!

So with all the new exciting things in my life i decided to pick up my blog again =] Not really concerened with the followers, although Gabby f. baby does like that. But with everything happening so fast, when i get downtime its great to look back and reminicse. So first things first.....I cut my hair!!! It was a rash & great decison. Ive always been known for my hair whether it be her it be about my long or short, and it was cool having random ppl stop you and ask you a million questions. Most of the time ppl were amazed that i would dye it so many colors,( purple, green,blue, red,pink) without using any kind of track, & as well as the texture. Ive been blessed with thick hair, and long( before i cut it) so ive never had to rely on fake hair to execute my vision. I usually switch my hair styles like switch my undies. But it got to a point where it became my identity. I would feel depressed if i didnt have that fresh cut! and thought i wasnt beautiful without my golden locks. So i cut it off. I challenged myself to love myself whether it looked good or not. I cant lie, i was worried to death i would be fugly, but i didnt want what others would think to hold me captive to not making a decision i wanted to make. *Tune in the clippers* Now im all Natural, with a curly mohawk and a killer shape up. I now get rest, can swim without worrying about my color, and go on rollercoaster rides without worrying about my hair(though i still dont think ill be hoping on any one of those soon) Plus! I still get so many compliments, if not more! So many women say that their inspired by me, especially plus size women like myself who think they have to hide behind their hair. But ladies, with my strut and cut, i get way more looks when i pass by : Lesson learned:Its always good to evolve your look....